{"id":22839,"date":"2013-11-10T02:40:04","date_gmt":"2013-11-10T01:40:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/?p=22839"},"modified":"2024-07-02T22:31:59","modified_gmt":"2024-07-02T20:31:59","slug":"tonspule","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/tonspule\/","title":{"rendered":"PR\u00c4PARIERSAAL : tonspule"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/lima-tango-lima\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border: 0px initial initial;\" title=\"5\" src=\"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/g\/c\/12.jpg\" alt=\"9\" width=\"36\" height=\"80\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/lima-tango-lima\/\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">sier\u00adra<\/span><\/a> : 2.36 \u2014 Ton\u00adspu\u00adle 68. Micha\u00adel erz\u00e4hlt: &gt; <em>Ich beob\u00adach\u00adte, dass ich mei\u00adnen leben\u00addi\u00adgen K\u00f6r\u00adper mit dem toten Gewe\u00adbe vor mir auf dem Tisch ver\u00adglei\u00adche. Ich lege Ner\u00adven, Mus\u00adkeln und Gef\u00e4\u00ad\u00dfe einer Hand frei, bestau\u00adne die Fein\u00adheit der Gestal\u00adtung, \u00fcber\u00adle\u00adge wie exakt das Zusam\u00admen\u00adspiel die\u00adser ana\u00adto\u00admi\u00adschen Struk\u00adtu\u00adren doch funk\u00adtio\u00adnie\u00adren muss, damit ein Mensch Kla\u00advier spie\u00adlen, grei\u00adfen, einen ande\u00adren Men\u00adschen strei\u00adcheln kann, wie umfas\u00adsend die Inner\u00adva\u00adti\u00adon der Haut, um W\u00e4r\u00adme, K\u00e4l\u00adte, ver\u00adschie\u00adde\u00adne Ober\u00adfl\u00e4\u00adchen erf\u00fch\u00adlen, ertas\u00adten zu k\u00f6n\u00adnen. Immer wie\u00adder pen\u00addelt mein Blick zwi\u00adschen mei\u00adner leben\u00addi\u00adgen und der toten Hand hin und her. Ich bewe\u00adge mei\u00adne Fin\u00adger, ein\u00admal schnell, dann wie\u00adder lang\u00adsam, ich schrei\u00adbe, ich notie\u00adre, was ich zu ler\u00adnen habe, bis zur n\u00e4chs\u00adten Pr\u00fc\u00adfung am Tisch, und beob\u00adach\u00adte mich in die\u00adsen Momen\u00adten des Schrei\u00adbens. Abends tref\u00adfen wir uns in der Biblio\u00adthek hier gleich um die Ecke und ler\u00adnen gemein\u00adsam. Vor allem vor den Testa\u00adten wer\u00adden die N\u00e4ch\u00adte lang. Ich kann zum Gl\u00fcck gut schla\u00adfen. Unse\u00adre Assis\u00adten\u00adtin ist eine jun\u00adge \u00c4rz\u00adtin, die noch nicht ver\u00adges\u00adsen hat, wie es f\u00fcr sie selbst gewe\u00adsen war im Saal. Sie ist immer sehr warm und freund\u00adlich zu uns. Aber nat\u00fcr\u00adlich ach\u00adtet sie streng auf die Ein\u00adhal\u00adtung der Regeln, kein Han\u00addy, kein Kau\u00adgum\u00admi im Mund, ange\u00admes\u00adse\u00adne Klei\u00addung. Manch\u00admal ver\u00adsam\u00admelt sie uns und wir pro\u00adben am Tisch ste\u00adhend das nahen\u00adde Tes\u00adtat, es gibt eigent\u00adlich kaum einen Tag, da wir nicht von ihr befragt wer\u00adden, das erh\u00f6ht nat\u00fcr\u00adlich unse\u00adre Auf\u00admerk\u00adsam\u00adkeit und Kon\u00adzen\u00adtra\u00adti\u00adon enorm. Ein\u00admal erz\u00e4hl\u00adte sie uns eine Geschich\u00adte, die mich sehr ber\u00fchr\u00adte. Sie sag\u00adte, ihre Mut\u00adter sei sehr stolz, dass sie eine \u00c4rz\u00adtin gewor\u00adden ist. Sie habe ihr ein\u00adge\u00adsch\u00e4rft: Was Du gelernt hast, kann Dir nie\u00admand mehr neh\u00admen. Aber nat\u00fcr\u00adlich, als wir die fei\u00adnen Blut\u00adge\u00adf\u00e4\u00ad\u00dfe betrach\u00adte\u00adten, die unser Gehirn mit Sau\u00ader\u00adstoff ver\u00adsor\u00adgen, wur\u00adde mir bewusst, dass wir doch auch zer\u00adbrech\u00adlich sind, dass unser Leben sehr pl\u00f6tz\u00adlich zu Ende gehen kann. Der\u00adzeit will ich dar\u00adan aber nicht den\u00adken. Ich bin froh hier sein zu d\u00fcr\u00adfen, ich habe lan\u00adge dar\u00adauf gewar\u00adtet. Manch\u00admal gehe ich durch den Saal spa\u00adzie\u00adren. Wenn ich Lun\u00adgen\u00adfl\u00fc\u00adgel betrach\u00adte, oder Her\u00adzen, oder Kehl\u00adk\u00f6p\u00adfe, Lage und Ver\u00adlauf ein\u00adzel\u00adner Struk\u00adtu\u00adren, dann erken\u00adne ich, dass im All\u00adge\u00admei\u00adnen alles das, was in dem einen K\u00f6r\u00adper anzu\u00adtref\u00adfen ist, auch in dem ande\u00adren ent\u00addeckt wer\u00adden wird, kein K\u00f6r\u00adper jedoch ist genau wie der ande\u00adre, damit wer\u00adde ich in Zukunft zu jeder\u00adzeit rech\u00adnen.<\/em> \u2014&nbsp;stop<br>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-22187\" src=\"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/polaroidf\u00e4hre.jpg\" alt=\"polaroidf\u00e4hre\" width=\"425\" height=\"900\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sier\u00adra : 2.36 \u2014 Ton\u00adspu\u00adle 68. Micha\u00adel erz\u00e4hlt: &gt; Ich beob\u00adach\u00adte, dass ich mei\u00adnen leben\u00addi\u00adgen K\u00f6r\u00adper mit dem toten Gewe\u00adbe vor mir auf dem Tisch ver\u00adglei\u00adche. Ich lege Ner\u00adven, Mus\u00adkeln und Gef\u00e4\u00ad\u00dfe einer Hand frei,\u2026 <a class=\"excerpt-more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/tonspule\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1501],"tags":[1711,1747,1744,1127,1916,1671,3413,99,1025,1367,958,1702,1918,70,1663,13625,2948,1633,1264,1635,1441,1254,894,5875,946,248,841,1083,1209,1725,1874,32,81,5458,1867,518,874,1641,2012,944,1698,884,4174,525,1876,5607,4287,1789,1153,1753,2546,574,1878,1812,1697,1179,466,1887,1686,957,1829,876,26,879,948,1654,1830,1837,573,1776,1875,1124,1946,2562,1265,943,1498,1811,169,515,45,494,1662,961,1225,872,1687,135,1785,1879,1706,1701,1799,951,5462,1877,74,661,29,852,1794],"class_list":["post-22839","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zeppelin","tag-abend","tag-alt","tag-arm","tag-art","tag-assistent","tag-ast","tag-aufmerksamkeit","tag-augen","tag-besteck","tag-bibliothek","tag-blick","tag-blut","tag-blutgefaess","tag-denken","tag-ecke","tag-eiche","tag-eigentlich","tag-einheit","tag-einmal","tag-ende","tag-ente","tag-enten","tag-erinnere","tag-erle","tag-essen","tag-finger","tag-fliege","tag-fliegen","tag-freund","tag-fuehlen","tag-gefaess","tag-gehirn","tag-geschichte","tag-gestalt","tag-gewebe","tag-glueck","tag-halt","tag-hand","tag-handy","tag-haut","tag-herz","tag-herzen","tag-hirn","tag-ich","tag-innervation","tag-is","tag-jederzeit","tag-jung","tag-junge","tag-kaelte","tag-kaugummi","tag-kind","tag-klavier","tag-kleidung","tag-koerper","tag-lage","tag-leben","tag-leiche","tag-lernen","tag-lunge","tag-lungenfluegel","tag-mensch","tag-menschen","tag-mich","tag-moment","tag-mund","tag-muskel","tag-muskeln","tag-mutter","tag-nerv","tag-nerven","tag-niemand","tag-niere","tag-not","tag-oberflaeche","tag-op","tag-pen","tag-schicht","tag-schlaf","tag-schlafen","tag-schreiben","tag-sierra","tag-sorge","tag-spazieren","tag-spule","tag-stop","tag-struktur","tag-strukturen","tag-tasten","tag-testat","tag-ton","tag-tot","tag-tote","tag-tur","tag-vergessen","tag-verlauf","tag-wesen","tag-wohnung","tag-zeit","tag-zeitpunkt","tag-zukunft"],"acf":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6HQt-tonspule","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22839","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22839"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22839\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22839"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22839"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andreas-louis-seyerlein.de\/air\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22839"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}