Aus der Wörtersammlung: i love you

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echo : 22.08 UTC — Zu stän­di­gen Erin­ne­rung > Meryl Streep’s Gol­den Glo­be Speach, 8. Janu­ar 2017 : Plea­se sit down. Thank you. I love you all. You’ll have to for­gi­ve me. I’ve lost my voice in screa­ming and lamen­ta­ti­on this weekend. And I have lost my mind some­time ear­lier this year, so I have to read. Thank you, Hol­ly­wood For­eign Press. Just to pick up on what Hugh Lau­rie said: You and all of us in this room real­ly belong to the most vili­fied seg­ments in Ame­ri­can socie­ty right now. Think about it: Hol­ly­wood, for­eig­ners, and the press. / But who are we, and what is Hol­ly­wood any­way? It’s just a bunch of peo­p­le from other places. I was born and rai­sed and edu­ca­ted in the public schools of New Jer­sey. Vio­la was born in a sharecropper’s cabin in South Caro­li­na, came up in Cen­tral Falls, Rho­de Island; Sarah Paul­son was born in Flo­ri­da, rai­sed by a sin­gle mom in Brook­lyn. Sarah Jes­si­ca Par­ker was one of seven or eight kids in Ohio. Amy Adams was born in Vicen­za, Ita­ly. And Nata­lie Port­man was born in Jeru­sa­lem. Whe­re are their birth cer­ti­fi­ca­tes? And the beau­tiful Ruth Neg­ga was born in Addis Ababa, Ethio­pia, rai­sed in Lon­don — no, in Ire­land I do belie­ve, and she’s here nomi­na­ted for play­ing a girl in small-town Vir­gi­nia. Ryan Gosling, like all of the nicest peo­p­le, is Cana­di­an, and Dev Patel was born in Kenya, rai­sed in Lon­don, and is here play­ing an Indi­an rai­sed in Tas­ma­nia. So Hol­ly­wood is craw­ling with out­si­ders and for­eig­ners. And if we kick them all out you’ll have not­hing to watch but foot­ball and mixed mar­ti­al arts, which are not the arts. / They gave me three seconds to say this, so: An actor’s only job is to enter the lives of peo­p­le who are dif­fe­rent from us, and let you feel what that feels like. And the­re were many, many, many powerful per­for­man­ces this year that did exact­ly that. Breath­ta­king, com­pas­sio­na­te work. But the­re was one per­for­mance this year that stun­ned me. It sank its hooks in my heart. Not becau­se it was good; the­re was not­hing good about it. But it was effec­ti­ve and it did its job. It made its inten­ded audi­ence laugh, and show their tee­th. It was that moment when the per­son asking to sit in the most respec­ted seat in our coun­try imi­ta­ted a dis­ab­led repor­ter. Someone he outran­ked in pri­vi­le­ge, power and the capa­ci­ty to fight back. It kind of bro­ke my heart when I saw it, and I still can’t get it out of my head, becau­se it wasn’t in a movie. It was real life. And this instinct to humi­lia­te, when it’s mode­led by someone in the public plat­form, by someone powerful, it fil­ters down into everybody’s life, becau­se it kin­da gives per­mis­si­on for other peo­p­le to do the same thing. Dis­re­spect invi­tes dis­re­spect, vio­lence inci­tes vio­lence. And when the powerful use their posi­ti­on to bul­ly others we all lose. O.K., go on with it. O.K., this brings me to the press. We need the prin­ci­pled press to hold power to account, to call him on the car­pet for every outra­ge. That’s why our foun­ders enshri­ned the press and its free­doms in the Con­sti­tu­ti­on. So I only ask the famously well-hee­led Hol­ly­wood For­eign Press and all of us in our com­mu­ni­ty to join me in sup­port­ing the Com­mit­tee to Pro­tect Jour­na­lists, becau­se we’re gon­na need them going for­ward, and they’ll need us to safe­guard the truth. One more thing: Once, when I was stan­ding around on the set one day, whi­ning about some­thing — you know we were gon­na work through sup­per or the long hours or wha­te­ver, Tom­my Lee Jones said to me, “Isn’t it such a pri­vi­le­ge, Meryl, just to be an actor?” Yeah, it is, and we have to remind each other of the pri­vi­le­ge and the respon­si­bi­li­ty of the act of empa­thy. We should all be proud of the work Hol­ly­wood honors here tonight. / As my fri­end, the dear depar­ted Prin­cess Leia, said to me once, take your bro­ken heart, make it into art. — stop / fund­ort

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i love you

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romeo : 15.18 — Am See im Pal­men­gar­ten. Ers­te mil­de Stun­den. Abend­seg­ler jagen durch die Däm­me­rung. Für einen Moment der Ein­druck, es könn­te sich bei den Schat­ten der Flie­gen­jä­ger um klei­ne, spie­len­de Engel han­deln. Auf der Bank neben mir ruht mein Film­te­le­fon, gera­de eben erscheint der Feu­er­ball einer deto­nie­ren­den Bom­be in der Stadt Bos­ton nahe einer Mara­thon­stre­cke. Wenn ich den Kanal wech­se­le, Skate­board­fah­rer, die über Haus­dä­cher sprin­gen auf der Insel San­to­rin, ein Mäd­chen mit Zahn­span­ge träl­lert: I love you, i love you! Bald dunk­le Rauch­pil­ze über der Stadt Alep­po. Auf einer Stra­ße liegt der Kör­per einer Frau, der sich noch bewegt, obwohl sie unbe­dingt tot sein müss­te, so furcht­bar die Ver­let­zun­gen, die ihr zuge­fügt wor­den sind. Ich spie­le den Film immer wie­der ab, war­um? Als es dun­kel wird über dem Was­ser, Stil­le. Man hört in der Licht­lo­sig­keit nichts vom Jagen der Tie­re, wenn man sie nicht sieht. Weni­ge Stun­den spä­ter wird Wla­di­mir Putin sagen, bei dem Anschlag in Bos­ton han­de­le es sich um ein bar­ba­ri­sches Ver­bre­chen. — stop

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obersalzberg : kentauren

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sier­ra : 12.10 — Man soll­te mei­nen, ein Buch sei aus­schließ­lich zum Lesen geeig­net, eine Sub­stanz hel­len Papiers, Zei­chen in gefal­te­ter Linie, die mit den Augen stu­die­rend ent­lang zu arbei­ten ist, Far­ben, Gerü­che, Klän­ge, Dra­ma. Seit eini­gen Stun­den nun weiß ich, Bücher hel­fen gleich­wohl in mecha­ni­scher Wei­se ana­to­misch wie­der beweg­lich zu wer­den. Toni Mor­ri­sons Roman Jazz, zum Bei­spiel, 402 Gramm Gewicht für Minu­ten in mei­ner Hand am Ende eines Unter­ar­mes, den ich zu stre­cken wün­sche, wider­spens­tig ist er noch, bewegt sich nicht von eige­ner Kraft in jede der von mir gewünsch­ten Rich­tun­gen. Wie er jetzt von der Schwer­kraft der Dich­tung nach unten gezo­gen wird, behut­sam, in der Art und Wei­se lang­sam fal­len­der Äpfel, sagen wir, eine Bewe­gung, mit den Augen nicht wahr­nehm­bar. – Kurz vor 12 Uhr. Mit­tag. Jen­seits des Tales, das ich vom Hos­pi­tal aus über­schau­en kann, spa­ziert glei­ßen­des Son­nen­licht über den Ober­salz­berg hin, unheim­li­che Gegend. Ich mein­te für Sekun­den ein Rudel Ken­tau­ren gese­hen zu haben, die den Saum eines Buchen­wal­des ent­lang galop­pier­ten. stop. Groß­ar­ti­ge ers­te Sät­ze im Kopf. stop. Toni Mor­ri­son. stop. STH, I know that woman. She used to live with an flock of birds on Len­ox Ave­nue. Know her hus­band, too. He fell for an eigh­te­en-year-old girl with one of tho­se deep­down, spoo­ky loves that made him so sad and hap­py he shot her just to keep the fee­ling going. When the woman, her name is vio­let, went to the fun­e­ral to the the girl and to cut her dead face they threw her to the flo­or and out of the church. She ran, then, through all that snow, and when she got back to her apart­ment she took the birds from their cages and set them out the win­dows to free­ze or fly, inclu­ding the par­rot that said, „I love you.“